I hate strangers and thats exactly what you once were to me. You were a person I didn't know anything about but I resented you in every way, shape and form. And if you're reading this and you've never met or spoken to me I probably hate you to. When I look through your Facebook photos and i see you with a guffawing idiot that i don't know, I hate them. Maybe its because in the photo your both happy and it just highlights the fact that I have nothing better to do with my sorry life then trawl through 35 photos of your nights out or that holiday in greece you had. But i still hate them for it.
A stranger is that person that bumps into you in the street because they're too busy not looking where theyre going because theyre texting on their phone, texting another person you don't know. Strangers are judging you. They're laughing at you and you know it. You walk past them and they look at you and make a comment on your shoes or hair or if you like Coke Zero or not. Strangers are the type of people who punch children in the face, AND WHY WOULD WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH A BABY PUNCHER?
I'm maybe being a bit general not all strangers are judging you and not all of them are dickheads. For instance there's just some people who you can't hate because you fail to have a real opinion on them for whatever reason....And If you're a semi attractive female I definitely dont hate you. You're a different prospect. In the 5 seconds it's taken for you to walk past me I've already thought about our marriage and what names we would give to our kids. So maybe I rushed into this post too quickly not all strangers are horrible sneering wankers only put on this world to judge me, but alot of them are. So here is a realisation... I hate strangers who judge me, which effectively is highly hypocrital because that is in turn what i am to them, but fuck it LETS IGNORE THAT
Why should i care what people think? Because i'm human and the I'm born to care what people think. If you say dont care what people think of you, you're lying. If we didnt care what people thought of us we wouldnt have doors on our bathrooms and the only thing from stopping me from masturbating in public is the fear of catching a cold.
Just when you thought I was done
I'm not done there's another branch of this tree. I hate strangers who have the potential to be better than me, social, academically, finically, aesthetically. It's nothing more than jealousy. The bloody perfect wankers make me look like the horrendous human being that i am. I feel i needed to be honest and include this.
So what happens to you if by chance you have to talk or socialise with one of these strangers and you find them interesting enough to make the effort? You might realise that they're actually a normal human being and try your hardest to become accepted by them and you try to show off that you're a functioning member of society and you harbor even social skills to make new friends. If they accept you, great!! but if they don't and treat you like some kind of alien wanker, well you were completely jusitfied in what you were just thinking about the former stranger.
thank you and goodnight x
sidenote: i do like meeting new people, a stranger isnt a stranger once you've been introduced.
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